August

Okay - maybe I can try to do this at least once a month. No promises.

Did you ever feel like there is a piece of your life that has to be for you and you alone? I mean you don't tell a soul about it, your husband your best friend, no one. I am writing a book, and it has all the nasty little secrets that you usually keep in the closet, or take to your grave. Soneone in my life encouraged me to write my life story - it is my story, my life, everything good and bad and crazy that has happened to me. The saddest part is that if anyone ever read it, those people would be hurt and shocked. Family members and friends would probably never speak to me again. So what is the point of writing it, if it never gets read?

I will keep writing it and if it only gets read after I am dead - so be it.

WOW - I am pretty bad at this...

So it has almost been a year since I got on this thing and actually wrote something. Maybe my life is just not that interesting... let's see, what's new... we got a dog, a basset hound and his name is Fred, although I call him Fredo (YES as in The Godfather) because he is the one family member I want to kill all the time. "I know it was you Fredo, you pissed on the floor and broke my heart..." I am trying to stay cool in this 100 degree heat here in Sacto. It is just crazy hot, why the hell did I move here! I am on an LA kick lately - just really missing it, my life and my friends. Just the whole LA vibe - I don't know why...

My boys are getting big and getting real personalities - sheesh when did that happen, you turn around and they are little people in the back seat, telling you what songs they want to hear and "Mommy, please don't sing." WHATEVER!

Well I will try to write more often - ciao bella!