August

Okay - maybe I can try to do this at least once a month. No promises.

Did you ever feel like there is a piece of your life that has to be for you and you alone? I mean you don't tell a soul about it, your husband your best friend, no one. I am writing a book, and it has all the nasty little secrets that you usually keep in the closet, or take to your grave. Soneone in my life encouraged me to write my life story - it is my story, my life, everything good and bad and crazy that has happened to me. The saddest part is that if anyone ever read it, those people would be hurt and shocked. Family members and friends would probably never speak to me again. So what is the point of writing it, if it never gets read?

I will keep writing it and if it only gets read after I am dead - so be it.